The Beforetimes

On a usual day, the first thing I

do is make a pot of tea, but today

I found myself in the cooking room

staring at the wall. I’d been there an hour.

I heard her in the next room but

when I walked in, she

wasn’t there there

were only echoes.

I made tea; just

when the kettle

started to sing,

there it was again—

her voice, calling my name,

whatever that is.

Back in the beforetimes, when we

were together and the air still

smelt of her sandalwood,

the voices didn’t say

such awful things.

And that song wasn’t playing all the time,

the one with the fuzzy piano hum,

or maybe a guitar,

that sang the notwords,

over

and over

shesnotreal yourenotreal

yourenotreal shesnotreal

shesnotreal

yourenotreal


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