An open notebook showing a collage of an anatomical neck-and-shoulders drawing layered over handwritten notes. Cut-out pomegranates, butterflies, and green plant fragments are arranged around the figure, with a small skull symbol in the centre. Background writing and a hand-drawn map are visible but partially obscured.

final instructions

I wake.

The traffic noise

bleeds through the walls

and the sun, low in the sky,

sinks behind buildings.

Bangkok.

The aircon unit

emits cold mildewed air,

but I’m fully dressed.

I leave, pulling the door

closed. A sign reads,

“Please take your access when you leave.”

On the Skytrain platform

the P.A. system announces the next train

and, on the L.E.D. screen, the lettering travels

from left to right:

“Please take your riches when you leave.”

The rails begin their twanging

as the train approaches.

Back in the room, fluorescent lights flicker

then hold against

the dark outside.

I place the white paper bag

on the dresser and empty

my pockets.

Wallet, cigarettes, change, a crumpled receipt.

Along the bottom, faded lettering:

“Please take your side effects when you leave.”

My reflection, unmoving,

in the window.


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